never wanted to be love!!!

9/06/2010

[WEDNESDAY]

Am i the one who wanted your love??

i did not ask euu anything!!!

euu came as euu wanted euu say euu loved miie..

euu need miie in YOUR life!!

euu asked for my love!!

i was really willing to give!!!
now euu are doing this to miie!!

i had never wanted to make euu wait!!
is euu who ask miie for a PAUSE!!

now is like my FAULT..

euu not talk properly to miie..

i always wanted your LOVE but nothing..

wen euu say euu loved miie..

spoke to euu today!!

thinking why did i spoke to euu..

always wanted to talk to happily..

euu are not in a good mood..

i have ever told euu that i'm not a nice gal!!!
there is so many ppl out there..

for euu.. i can never give happiness to the guy i love

i can onli give euu more TROUBLES and CAN NEVER SPEND PROPER

TIME!!

this is miie..

spoke to euu wanna talk to much to euu...

BUT IT ENDED UP TO BE A RUBBISH TALK AND HURTING TALK!!!

DON'T KNW WHO IS OUT THERE FOR EUU??

i have told euu so many times..

just leave miie and go..

euu wanted miie and euu still want miie??

why????

i HATE wad i'm going through!!

reali fucking hurting..

today...

called to have a happi talking..

it ended up to be SHIT!!

mie : Wad are euuu doing??

he: doing something whye??

mie: oh okie eat aredi??

he: haven't...

mie: speechless.. oh so wad are euu doing??

he: doing something whye??[angrily]

mie: oh i called euu cause it was boring....

he: okie talk to yourself[typing texting someone]

mie: talking to myself[ miie waiting like one dog!!]

he:ya wad

mie:hey euu watch SINGAM..

he: wad abt it now??

mie:nth!!![angry]

miie: are euu still in a bad mood..

he:euu knw rite?? this is wad i am..

mie: but euu bad mood can euu talk to miie properly..

he:this is miie..

miie: i won't call euu trm..

he:okie

mie:FINE

he:hmm bye!!

mie:bye take care

he:hmm hmm!!

miie:put down the phone

he: euu put down la..

This is how our conversation was!!!

whye is my life like this!!

i HATE IT!!!

i did not ask euu for anything..

but euu are doing this to miie..

i'm so stupid..

loving euu so much!!

euu asked miie for pause yet euu are doing this to miie..

i don't wanna have such an life....

life is SUCKING for miie..

i HATE LIFE....

THE MORE I THIN ABT THINGS IN LIFE..

THE MORE I FEEL HURT..

I'M SORRI I CAN'T AFFORD TO BE A GOOD GALFREND...

EITHER TREAT EUU GOOD....

I'M A LOUSY GAL!!!

IF ONLI I CAN CHANGE THINGS IN LIFE...

SO MISERABLE!!!

WANNA STUDY WANNA BE SOMEONE IN LIFE.. AMBITION..

AIM....

NOT GONNA CALL HIM TRM..

TILL SATURDAY!!

I MEAN IT..

I WILL TRY MY LEVEL BEST NOT TO MISS HIM!!

SORRI :(

GOAL..