I FEEL REALI BAD!!

20/04/2010
[TUESDAY]

i'm reali feeling bad..
i don't knw why..
if onli things in my LIFE!!
change and things go on well..
reali very stress abt my MID YEAR EXAMZ....
and N LEVEL :'(
i'm scared i might not do well in it..
and become a NURSE..
feel my I NEVR GRANT WAD I WANNA BE I THINK..
I'M A LOSER..
i always want to be HAPPI :)
I'M HAPPI..
BUT NOT WITH MY STUDIES..
i'm reali putting in so MUCH OF EFFORTS..
i reali pray to GOD..
that he might help miie out..
i reali don't wanna dissapoint..
people who trust in miie..


BUT I'M REALI GONNA PUT ON MY BEST THAT
I CAN NERV GONNA GIVE UP...


HMM LETS..
talk abt my RELATIONSHIP..
IS GOING ON WELL...
BUT I CALLED HIM YESTERDAY HE REALI IRRITATED MIIE
LIKE EEERR..
I WANNA KILL HIM..
HAHA!!
I WAS SO PISSED OFF..
HE SAY "HEY DON'T MAKE MIIE SEE EUU OUTSIDE"
I WILL BREAK UR FACE..[LAUGHS]
so annyoing.. reali felt like scareaming at him..
BUT I DID NOT..
I IRRITATED HIM FOR AWHILE THEN
I SAY.."YA MY FAULT OK HAPPI"
THEN HE SAY"EUU URSELF WILL SAY SOMETHING THEN GET ANGRY AND IRRITATED
WITH MIIE.. THN EUU WILL TALK AS IF I'M IN FAULT..
THEN I JUST KEEP QUITE..
THEN HE KEEP SAYING ALL SORTS OF THING..
WHICH REALI IRRITATED MIIE..
THEN I SAY"CAN I CALL EUU TRM?? "
THEN HE SAY"TALK TO MIIE TILL UR COIN FINISH"
THEN JUST NICE THE COIN FINISH AREDI..
THEN I SAY"OKIE.. THE COIN FINISH AREDI BYE"
I NORMALY SAY LOVE EUU AND HE WILL REPLY TO IT.. ALSO..
THIS TIME..
I JUST SAY"BYE"
THEN HE ALSO JUST SAY "BYE"...
JUST LIKE THIS..
HAHA!!
BUT I STILL LOVE HIM..
I DON'T KNW HOW TO HATE PEOPLE..
NO MATTER WAD LATER AFTER A WHILE LATER..
I WILL BE OKIE..
:)lols..
i gtg
byebye
tc love ya :)
muackxzz..
miss him..
lols..
NO MATTER WAD LOVE HIM TO THE MAX..
WANNA GIVE HIM THE BEXT I CAN!!!
LOVE EUU 14/02/2010 SUNDAY..