EVERDAY IS A NEW DAY

15/02/2010
[SUNDAY]

hmm!!!

SATURDAY

ASKED MIIE 4

PATCH!!!

hmm!!!

went back to HIM!!

he was UNDER

...DEPRESSION...

i got scared

wen he told miie that he was talking himself..

but he say he won't and nvr leave miie...

i trust him.. BUT NOT HAS I USE TO

TRUST HIM LIKE LAST TIME..

BUT WILL SOONER OR LATER

THE TRUST WILL COME BACK AGAIN..

he keep doing CARZY stuffs yesterday

wen i met HIM!!

he keep kneeing down and keep

saying sorri :)

i keep saying it's okie..

thn we both okie aredi..

thn we went into

thn he saw somethin and he

say he wantes to get it for miie..

ALL I TOLD HIM

WAS I DON'T NEED ANYTHING

BUT YOUR LOVE

I DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING

BUT YOUR LOVE AND

YOURSELF..

I THINK EUU DON'T HAVE TO SHOW MIIE

TRUE LOVE BY GETTING MIIE

GIFTS..

EUU CAN SHOW MIIE UR LOVE TRUE LOVE IN

MY OTHERS WAYS..

BUT NOT WATSING UR MONEY ON

MIIE AND GETTING MIE GIFTS..

he become SPECHLESS FOR AWHILE AND

he say I'M NOT WASTING MY MONEY

ON SOMEONE..

ELSE BUT MY GAL WAD??

I WANNA BUY SO EUU CAN'T REJECTED IT..

thn i was not able to say anything..

i just kept quite..

THN I SAY HIM EUU ARE SO

..CRAZY..

I JUST KEPT SMILING AT HIM...

THN he kept asking miie why are euu smiling at miie..

thn he ask miie

why do euu say miie crazy :)

I TOLD HIM i don't know..

that's wad i feel..

hehe:)

so like that our day went reali great and good..

he called miie at nite was talkin to him..

he was going under DEPRESSION again..

which i reali hated..

but i still comfort HIM

and told him not to think

ABT HER the more he

think abt her.. the more.. he won't get to sleep

in PEACE...

told him so mani times.. he say

he wants to meet her..

for 1 last time and get rid of her..

i jus kept quite..

i did not saying anythin..

thn he say nerv mind..

i dont't wanna go and meet her

the more i meet her

the more i will feel very DEPRESSED..

we were at HILLLOCK..

thn he got to go back home..

don't knw why so early..

he say he will come till..

the bus-stop..

in the bus-stop itself

we had a little quarrel..

not so BIG..

cause he keep sayin hw is it possbile

4 my FREND.. who is

staying at IMH..

to bring LAPTOP AND HANDPHONE..

THN he say go ahead and lie somemore..

i start getting angry with him

asked him wad did i lie to euu abt..

thn he just kept quite..

thn BUS 65 come aredi..

thn i was standing infront of the

BUS..

thn he ask miie to go to him..

thn he say i also come..

i was like ok..

thn he came..

till lakeside.... before he went off

also i say don't think so much..

relax urself..

and don't think abt her...

SO THIS WAS HW MY DAY WENT YESTERDAY..

GOOD/BUT A FEW MINS OF BAD..

EEERR..

anyway did not sleep well today..

nor yesterday..

did not eat 4 2 days..

did not feel HUNGRY..

my mum started scolding miie

why euu don't feel like eating

because of wad and things like that..

infact SHE WAS REALI getting on my

..vains..

but i did not say anything...

JUST IGNORE her...

TOTALY..

HMM guess wad i

even told him..

euu left miie with ur own THOUGHTS

but did euu thought abt HW WILL I FEEL AND THINGS??

he just BECOME SPECHLESS..

I WAS AKINDA of disturbing him..

using her name and things..

that time we were at the MRT

thn he say don't make miie shout i'm telling

euu can euu stop talkin abt her..

i jus kept quite and did not want to

irritated him further more..

cause i'm sure tat he will shout..

hehe:):)

but reali enjoyed distrubing

him though

it was hurting 4 him..

but he did not take it to heart

but he keep telling miie

the same thing like

iloveeuu.

i mean is NATURE i knw...

but keep saying so eeer..

but i like the way he say it..

so dame CUTE..

lols..

he told miie

another things also..

euu knw wad??

wen euu love a person there are

always there 4 euu no matter

hard or easy things..

even in ur HEARTBEAT..

i just smiled and did not

say anything..

i asked him hw if i accpect tat person[WHICH IS HIM]

and the person who REJECTES MIIE

AND throw miie away..

he say thn jus tell the person euu don't need to be in my life..

i don't need a person who don't appecited my life..

and i say HOPEFULLY EUU KNW who am i refering too..

he is ya..

i do knw.. MIIE

I JUST KEPT QUITE..

did not wanted to say ..

thn i say hw if i reject the person..

he said something..

i don't wanna say here..

IS ALIITLE OBSEEN

YA..

ANYWAY ppl..

i'm gonna take my shower and get ready to go back to my HOSTEL..

gonna meet him also..

excited abt it..

can't wait to be with him..

byebye

i gtg

love ya ppl..

MISS CHER SO BADLY..

WEN SHE IS COMING BACK..

????