Saturday, September 5, 2009

AM THING DIDN'T WANTED TO HEAR FROM HIS MOUTH...

HE BROKE-UP
WITH MIIE..
WHY??
MY LIFE IS SO DIFFERENT!!
WHY LISTENING TO THE SONGS HE DELICATE TO MIIE..
REALI SWEAR MAKING MIIE CRY MORE AND MORE...
I BEGGED HIM NOT TO BREAK-UP
BUT HE STILL DID??
THIS SHOWS HOW MUCH HE LOVED MIIE B4??
FUCKING HURT IN MY HEART...
I TOLD HIM SAY I WILL GO TO HIS HOUSE
HE SAY IT SO DIRECTLY THAT"EVEN IF YOU COME I WILL NOT BE AT HOME"
I ASKED HIM WHY??
HE SAY"CAUSE I DON'T WISH TO SEE U..
I ASK HIM TO CHOOSE HE CHOOSE HER NOT MIIE..
WHY???
FUCKING HEART..
YES I SAY I WILL LET YOU GO IF YOU DON"T HAVE HAPPINESS
WITH MIIE...
BUT I DID NOT KNOW THAT IT WILL BE SO CORRECT...???
WHY??
I LOVED HIM MORE THAN ANYONE...

NOW EVEN AM CRYING ;(
I STILL THINK ABT HIM....
I REALI LOVED HIM.... AND STILL CAN"T 4 GET THE MERMORIES!!!!
IS JUST VERY HARD???
HE ASKED MIIE TO JUST 4 GET HIM JUST SIMPILY LIKE THAT
I TOLD HIM THAT AM NOT LIKE OTHER GALS WHO 4GET THE ONE I LOVED THE MOST...
HE ASKED MIE TO TRY??
WHY??
WHEN I COULD NOT.. WHY IS HE ASKING MIIE TO TRY...
I JUST COULD NOT...MOVE ON IS REALI VERY HARD...
AM STUCK HERE WITHOUT...
CAN I HAVE MY LOVE BACK.. PLS..PAPA[VICKY]
I REALI LOVE YOU SO MUCH..
THE TIMES WHEN YOU HELD MIIE ON WHEN I WAS CRYING AND
I TOLD YOU THAT NO MATTER HAPPEN PLS..
DON'T BREAK-UPWITH MIIE...
YOU SAID I PROMISE I WON'T
BUT END UP..
IT WAS ALL 4 THE SAKE OF SAYING....
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE HURT SO MUCH..
I ALWAYS LOSE MY LOVED ONES....
I TOLD HIM B4 AM SCARED TO LOSE HIM..
BUT END UP???
THINGS JUST END UP LIKE FUCK AND SHIT..
AM SORRI IF AM USING ALOT OF VALUGARITES...
AM JUST VERY UPSET!!!
DID NOT EAT PROPERLY.....
I SWEAR I NERV THROW AWAY THE RING NO MATTER
WAD OTHERS SAY.....
I JUST LOVE HIM...
I TOLD HIM OVER THE PHONE
I LOVE YOU PAPA
I LOVE YOU PAPA
I LOVE YOU PAPA...
YOU JUST SIMPILY SAY I APPERCIATED IT....JUST LIKE THAT..
WITHOUT EVEN THINKING WHY?????
BUT IT WAS ALL WASTE IF TIME THAT"S WAD HE SAY...
DON'T WASTE TIME TELLING MIIE ALL THIS...
WHY?????
AM FREAKING HURT....
MY HEART JUST KEEP SININKING...
I REALI LOVE THE MOMENTS..
WHEN HE LOVED MIIE..
HUGGED MIIE...
KISSED MIIE..
PLAYED WITH MIIE....
I REALI DO CHERISH THE MOMENTS WHEN HE WAS
WITH MIIE..I THOUGHT WHEN HE SAY HE WILL NOT BREAK-UP WITH MIIE
I THOUGHT THAT HE WILL REALI NOT..AND KEEP
THINKING THAT I CAN TRUST HIM...
AND BE WITH HIM...
I SHARE EVEYTHING WITH HIM.....
EVEN WAD HAPPEN TO MIIE WHEN I WAS YOUNG......
WHY....??????????????
ALOT OF PEOPLE TOLD MIIE
THAT HE WILL NOT BREAK-UP WITH THE GALFRIEND...
BUT HE DID TO MIIE..??
WHY WAD WRONG DID I DID TO MAKE HIM THINK SO LOWLY
OF MIIE....
I KNOW AM FUCKING UGLY...
I COULD NOT HELP THAT..IS HARD....
I TOLD HIM...
I EVEYTIME THINK ABT HIM.....
EVEYMIN....
EVEYHOUR....
HE STILL DID NOT UNDERSTAND MIIE???
WHY???
LISTEING TO THE SONGS REALI MAKING MIIE
FEEL AS IF I JUST LOST A GOOD BOIFRIEND.....
AND MAYBE 4 HIM HE MIGHT NOT THINK THAT HE LOST
A GOOD GALFRIEND..???
I SWEAR I DON'T KNOW ABT THAT...
BUT ALL I KNOW IS I STILL LOVE HIM.............
I WANT HIS LOVE BACK...
WILL I STILL HAVE THAT SHOULDER WHICH
HELD MIIE ON SO NICE AND SOFT
WHEN I CRY.. AM CRYING EVEYDAY..HERE......I DON'T IF HE UNDERSTAND HOW
I FEEL...... I ASKED HIM IF HE WAS CRYING BECAUSE I HEARD HIM SINFFING...
HE SAID I DON'Y KNOW....
I REALI SWEAR IF HE DID OR NOT.......
HE JUST ASKED MIIE TO 4 GET EVEYTHING!!!
HOW???
I CAN'T IS DAMN FUCKING HARD...............
TEACH MIIE HOW????AND I WILL LEARN....
I JUST ALWAYS HURT MYSELF.....
I TOLD HIM SAY I MIGHT CUT MY HAND.. AND HE SAY GO AND DO WADEVA
YOU WANNA DO..JUST DON'T CALL BACK??
WHY???
I ASKED HIM IF HE LOVE MIIE??
HE SAID NOPE...
JUST LIKE THAT???
WHY????????


I SEND HIM ALL THIS WORDS TO HIM ON FRIENDSTER...


♥PiNkYlIcIoUs♥

09/05/2009 10:24 am
YOU TOLD MIIE THAT WITHOUT MIIEYOU ARE HAPPI...BUT YPU TOLD MIIE THAT YOU WILL COME BACK TO MIIE...BUT WHEN EUU YOU SAY THAT WITHOUT MIIE BRINGS YOU HAPPITHEN WAD'S THE POINT YOU COMING BACK TO MIIE..WHEN YOU DON'T HAPPINESS WITH MIE...I WANT YOU TO COME BACK TO MIIE WHEN YOU REALI LOVE MIE...BUT AM SURE I WILL WAIT...OKIE...DON:T WORRY I WILL MAKE YOUR WISHES COME TRUE BY GIVING YOU UR HAPPINES AND I WILL STUDY HARD... SINCE YOU WANT MIIE TO....OKIE..HOPE YOU DO WELL ON YOUR EXAMS...WITH FLYING COLOURS...CHOOSE THE GAL THAT YOU REALI WAN......IF IS NOT MIIE THEN I WILL TRY TO CARRY ON MY LIFE WITH THE FEELINGS OF LOST A GOOD BOIFRIEND LIKE YOU...I WILL STILL TALK TO YOU AS UR FRIEND IF YOU WISH TO.. IF YOU DON'T WANT THAT ALSO.. I WILL REMAIN AS MY OWN THINKING ABT YOU AND CRYING ALL DAY AND NIGHT...YOU KNOW MIIE I WILL..BYETCLOVED YOU ONCESTILL LOVINGBUT WAITING SPEECHELSS

♥PiNkYlIcIoUs♥

09/05/2009 10:11 am
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU FEEL THE PAIN AM CRYING..??I DON'T KNOW YOUR FEELINGS ANYMORE..BECOZ YOU ARE NO LONGER MY BOIFRIEND..IF YOU WERE I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTANDWHEN I CREID OVER THE PHONE TELLING YOU THAT I REALI LOVE YOU AND I DON'T WANT A BREAK-UP....YOU DID NOT CARE I DON'T KNOW IF YOU DID OR NOT???YOU JUST SIMPILY TOLD MIE TO 4GET YOU...SORRI AM NOT LIKE OTHER GALS. WHO 4GET THE GUY THAT THEY LOVED THE MOST AND SIMPILY JUST 4 GET THEM...AM NOT ONE OF THEM....I DON'T KNOW WAD IS THE REASON YOU BROKE-UP...BUT I REALI HOPE MY LOVE WILL COME BACK TO MIIE...OKIE...BYETCTHE GAL WHO LOVED YOU B4 SO MUCH AND CHERISHED EVEYMOMENT YOU BEING WITH HER....LOVED YOU....NOT LOVE YOU...FRIENDS....

♥PiNkYlIcIoUs♥

09/05/2009 10:04 am
THNKX 4 THE 4 MONTHS,3 DAYS...WHY??I LOVE THE MOMENTS WHEN U HELD MIIE WHENI CRIED ON THE BUS...806....I FELT WARM,NICE,LOVED,SECUREAND NOW IS ALL GONE TO OTHER GAL...BUT I REALI HOPE THE GAL WILL CHERISH A GOOD BOIFRIEND.. LIKE YOU...AND WILL NOT HURT YOU...BUT I WILL TRY MY VERY BEST TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT..I SWEAR IF I WOULD TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN. I SWEAR THE FEELINGS IS GONE BE TOTALY DIFFERENT......I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO TALK TO AS MY BOIFRIEND ANYMORE....BUT I REALI HOPE THE TIME WILL COME THAT U WILL REALISE YOU MISTAKE!!!!I DON'T KNOW ABT YOU IF YOU STILL THINK ABT MIIE..BUT I DO STILL THINK ABT YOU AND CRY EVEYTIME AND DAY..THINKING ABT WHEN YOU SAY YOU DON'T LOVE ANIONE..INCLUDING MIIE.....SAY THAT YOU WILL NOT BE AT HOME WHEN I COME YOUR HOUSEBECAUSE YOU DON'T WISH TO SEE MY FACE....JUST KEEP THINKING ABT IT....I REALI DO CHERISH THE MOMENTS WHEN YOU WERE WITH MIIE...LAUGHING,JOKING,PLAYING WITH YOUR FAMILY...


♥PiNkYlIcIoUs♥
09/05/2009 10:38 am
WHEN I CRIED AND TOLD YOU THAT PLS NO MATTER WADWADEVA MY MUM DOES ALL WADEVA I DO..PLS DON'T BREAK-UP WITH MIIE....YOU SAID"DON'T WORRY I WON"T"BUT END UP???AM TELLING YOU I DID NOT SLEEP 4 THE WHOLE NIGHT..ANYWAY WHY AM I TELLING YOU ALL THIS...??I 4GOT...AM SORRI...



I REALI HOPE THAT AT LEAST HE WILL UNDERSTAND MIIE LIKE THIS......
WHEN YOU TOLD MIIE YOUR LOVE
I LOVE THAT.....
[EVEN BOTH THE HEART STOP
BOTH THE HEARTS STILL HAVE LOVE
DARLING IF YOU HATE MIIE
A LITTLE WEIGHT ALSO MY HEART WILL NOT BE ABLE TO TAKE IT...]
IS A SONG.. THAT I WANTED TO DELICATE TO YOU LONG TIME AGO...
BUT IS MY FALUT THAT I DID NOT DID IT WHEN YOU WERE WITH MIIE....
NOW IS TOO LATE...
MAYBE YOU WILL WAN TO
I PUT 4 IN CASE
MOVIE:JEANS
SONG:Enakkey-Enakka[SECOND LAST VERSE..]
DAMN FREAKIG NICE ACTUALLY THE WHOLE SONG IS NICE BUT THE
SECOND LAST VERSE IS DAMN NICE...

I TOLD HIM SO MANI TIMES!!
NOT TO LEAVE MIIE NO MATTER WAD
AND I WILL NOT LEAVE YOU NO MATTER WAD
YOU EVEN PROMISE MIIE
NOW I REALISE THAT IT WAS ALL FAKE AND NOT TRUTH
IF IT WAS YOU WOULD NOT HAVE SAY THAT I WILL BE HAPPIER WITHOUT YOU/I HATE TO SEE YOUR FACE???
AM JUST VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HURT.....

MY HEART IS HEAVY....
I EVEN TOLD HIM THAT MY HEART IS TIGHT UP WITH 2
LIGHT STRING ONE SIDE SANK DOWN AREADI
IF YOU ARE GONNA LEAVE MIIE MY HEART WILL JUST SINK THE BOTH SIDE....
HE STILL WANTED A BREAK-UP..
NEVER MIND....
I GAVE HIM HIS HAPPINESS AREADI.....
I WON'T FORCE YOU TO PATCH BACK WITH MIIE OR WAD VICKY....
BUT I TELL YOU I WILL WAIT.. NO MATTER..WAD
OKIE...
MY VERY FIRST TIME CRYING 4 A GUY SO MANI HOURS I KNOW
YOU DID NOT ASK MIIE TO CRY BUT THE EMOTIONS WILL JUST COME
ALONG.....
YOU ARE THE ONE I REALI LOVED THE MOST AFTER
[NIZAM].....
BYEBYES....
HOPE THAT I WILL HAVE MY LOVE BACK
AND PLEASE GO AND LISTEN TO THE SONG IS REALI VERY NICE
EVEYVESE........
IS JUST TELLING YOU HOW AM I EXPRESSING MY LOVE.....
BYEBYES
TC
THE GAL WHO LOVED,CHERISH,CARED,LOVE BEING WITH YOU......4 EVER......
LOVED YOU ON THE 020609...
STILL LOVING YOU EVEN IF YOU BROKE-UP WITH MIE... 050909
<3<3<3<3
THOUGHT OF MEETING YOU... SORRI THE CHANCE JUST WENT OF.......LIKE THAT..........
STILL THINKING ABT YOU...AND ONLI YOU......

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